not much i can say here… got lots of homework from uni (can i still call it a homework in uni? whatever, m’not a native speaker, so bear with me). 

seems i need a stronger coffee after all (caffeine, gimme caffeine). GOD, all that hours spent in front of my PC workin on my homework and i cant even wake enough to attend the class!! talk about wastin precious-6-hours-sleep, geez!

maybe its karma? some sort of punishment coz i use reverese engineering (bad girl!) for my homework? ………. nah!

and then, me frenz callin sayz there’s a new homework that we haf-ta submit tomorrow! these new homework is all bout database which im not very good at. (are you an oracle or sql whiz? lend me your brain pleeze?)  aarrgghh!

coz i meet a dead-end  AND a dead-line (optimist much?), i decided to go through me blog n me frenz FS , where i stumblin over a bunch of FS Groups and found about vegetarian n vegan groups.

in one of those i found articles bout my vegetarianism like this:
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"Ovo-Lacto Vegetarian: same as VEGAN (see right), but also eats eggs and milk products. This is the most ‘popular’ form of Vegetarianism in many Western countries.."
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and i got this pic too bout "healthy eating pyramid" for it, its a quite cute pic (dunno how to post it here).

actually i wanna join one of those groups but it seems that they all very pro of vegan, me thinks they’ll eat me alive if i say that im only an lacto-ovo vegetarian (see the irony here?).

yeah, i know its a boring stuff n all that but let’s just call it a day and wrap it up, kay? say goodnight n sweet dreams to myself!

rambling o’ da day:

at some point in your life you might have ask a question; "why do you love me?"

until recently i thought that the answer to that question have some sort of standard. in which it can be said satisfying if the answer fulfilled that standard or at least equal to your own answer of the same question ("why do i love you?").

and you might even keep asking and searching until you find the right answer. and every time, you wondering why the answer seems to be never quite right. and when finally you find it, it still doesn’t do any good for you.

but then, after i read some short prose, i sort of had this epiphany that maybe it’s not that hard after all, that maybe all this time you look for the wrong kind of right.

i think, instead of looking for the answer that fulfilled your standard you should look for the answer that you can be fulfill. and there’s a possibility that the answer is quite far from your own answer to that question.

therefore, there is no wrong way to answer it. every person can give an unique answer as long as it is work for them. because it is not about wrong and right or deep and shallow anymore. it is about finding what you want to take and what you want to give and it is a test of how much effort and risk you dare to lose to achieve a peace and balance in love. and the answer to that, my friend, you have to figure out for yourself.

oh, and don’t be so surprised if one day you found out that the simplest and shallowest answer is the one that work best for you. coz, life is a b***h and sometimes she’ll come and bite you in the a**.